more trouble

So, my car is in the shop again. We went to visit the in laws this weekend, in two cars, and when I got there the car just started draining radiator onto the driveway. I was mortified. How were we all going to get home?? How much is the repair going to cost this time?? After Ben and Ron worked on the car for the rest of the afternoon to try and pin down the problem, they decided to put everything back together and drive it down the road to a repair shop. the shop was closed but they called the owner and he said he would take a look at it today. I am praying that he gets to fix it by end of business today because this carpooling thing stinks. I hate having to ask people to rearrange their schedules to come get me in the morning and to drop me off in the evenings. I have a work trip scheduled for Wednesday and I definitely don't want to drag things out until then.

FB is getting on my nerves too. People just don't need to air their dirty laundry on there. To me it's a place to just put a blurb out there to your friends. Keep them in the loop about what you're up to. Let's get real. Most of the people on there are just distant relations or acquaintances anyway. They don't care to delve into your personal business.

I am really at a loss about my weight. I think I am to the point where I need medical assistance. I have adjusted my diet and have started walking but I am not seeing any results. I need to see something to keep me motivated. I am becoming desperate and I am looking for other options. I hate to admit that I have gotten to this point in my life, it's embarrassing to me to be around my friends and coworkers.

I am not normally a negative person but the weight literally weighs me down.